Running Thin

Living with the burden of disgrace
I've cursed this life and this name

Loneliness, feelings of regret
My patience for life, is running thin
Running Thin
My patience for life, is running thin
Running Thin

Waiting for the day I'm six feet deep
Waiting for my eternal sleep
Now I ask, what has come from this
My life, this punishment

How much more, can I bare
My head hangs low, trapped in despair
How can I live, through this pain
Sunk to the floor, will this ever change
Living with the burden of disgrace
I have nothing left so I count my days
Birth and death, one in the same
With my final breath, I'll escape my shame

Running Thin

 

 

World Of Pain

Anger and pain, bitterness is eating away
Self-destruct, your dead world
The feel of loss, how will it unfold

The pain is real
the pressure builds

I cannot take anymore of this
So much frustration on my mind
Don't wanna quit, I'll cease to exist
But there's a war, ripping me apart inside

Can you maintain; a life of everlasting pain
Will you survive; your hell on earth has arrived

The time has come for you to see
The fear within, your own disease
Torn apart you're filled with shame
Now you must face eternal, pain

 

 

End Result

As you rely on what you believe
You're running out of time
Playing it safe has been your mistake
Now it's time to die
Struggle through all the pressure that's
Bearing down on you
No matter how hard you try to get by
We're all destined to lose
Try to be strong and to maintain
When everything goes wrong
You've been let down

You scream but hear no sound
No reason to hold on
Your life ends the way that it began
There's no one there
All alone without a place to call home
And still no one cares

Your beliefs, will they save you
In this life, we're all doomed

Life's passing by, can't you see
Who cares what, you believe
End result, still the same
Your life won't, mean a thing
Keep moving on, there's no change
Agony, still remains
End Result

 

 

Shadow Talker

There's a time and a place
To make, your voice heard
But when it's said in the dark
There's no truth to your words
Weakness burns, a hole in your chest
No breath left, knee deep in regret

You can't, hide, from the truth
Run your mouth, it, will be heard
Run away, from, what you fear
It's yourself, THIS IS CLEAR

You can't, hide, from the truth
Run your mouth, it, will be heard
Darkness creeps.. all around
Consumed in lies, you'll be found

You hide your face, in your safe place
Find that fear, shows it's face

The time has come, you're all alone
Question yourself, the pain comes slow
You brought this on, unto yourself
your own demise, but you, fail to realize..

You hide your face, in your safe place
You live afraid

 

 

Third Rail (Feat. Martin BCS)

Here I am with nothing left to say
I've heard your lies and now it's time to pay
I'm tired of your worthless empty stare
I tried my best, but you, just don't care

You've given up on your life
So let me help you find
Your Demise

Where I'm from we have an easy way out
Running down the tracks is where you'll find out
When the volts go tearing through your veins
The third rail will bring an end to your pain

You've given up on your life
So let me help you find
Your Demise

I wish you would have changed
But you don't hear a thing
You've done this to yourself
Let me help end your hell

You're going down on the third rail

Was it worth all of the pain
Carelessness and suffering
Was it meant to end like this
When you're weak comes punishment

Now you're dead do you regret
Living life just trying to forget

 

 

Harsh Reality

Another day, standing in line
Feed the machine, don't fall behind
All of your time spent, under the eye
Life is wasted

on a society that doesn't care about you

Must not let it consume you
Don't be a slave to this world

It doesn't care about YOU.
Don't let the system see through you 
Despite what stands in your path

Live your life, overcome
And tear through

We live in a world, where human life
Is just another, dollar sign
A calculation, pure disregard
Humanity, our lives our hope

what has become of it?

Don't be a slave to this world
It doesn't care about you
Despite what stands in your path
Live your life, overcome, and tear through

Tear through
Social constructions of reality
Tear through
The definition of everything surrounding me

 

 

Consequence (Feat. TAD Stout)

Breeding hate amongst your own
Building walls of pointless stone
Segregating your own scene
Annihilating what it means

You're a fake
Know your place

Breaking down what you've built up
With all my strength I've had enough
I've seen your kind come and go
But this time, I think that you should know
Your place, you're a fake

With disrespect, comes consequence
But you neglect, fear fills your conscience

Lord God, take them away
With perhaps a man-made plague
Straight up, whatever it takes
We've got to get rid of these fakes
So we keep them in our prayers
Or cross them out in the cross-hairs
Eye for an eye, what is fair is fair
I get my point across with no need to swear
Fakers hear me loud, loud and clear
Milk carton proof, these fools disappear

With disrespect, comes consequence...

 

 

Dead Inside

Annihilation, I'm ending your life
A cruel reaction, no end in sight
Unsatisfied, and now you know
I'm dead inside, that's how it goes
 
You know that's how it goes

Pent up rage, aimed at you
Bottled in, exploding soon
Hostility, consumes my mind
Won't let it slide, this time

Won't let it slide this time

My existence revolves around endless hate

Existence
Revolving
Around this
Endless hate

 

 

Age Of Deceit (Feat. Matthi NASTY)

Deceived by the hand that feeds
Non-existent, false reality
Spoken lies, lack of truth be told
Inside you die, slave of mind control

Open your eyes
See through the disguise

Forced attrition
You're force to make a decision
Can you make the right choice
Will you live or will you let go

All that you know, defined by social control
Time passes by, knowledge built on lies
Word of mouth, let it be known
You live by what you have been told

Deceived by the hand that feeds
Non-existent, false reality
Spoken lies, lack of truth be told
Inside you die, slave of mind control

Open your eyes
See through the disguise
You live by what you've been told

Suffer

Can't change what I have done
I am just a shell, of who I once was
Can't change what I've become
Suffer through this hell

Depths so low, I have reached
Only time can tell, will I make it through this life?
Suffer through this hell

This hatred compounds in me
Can't believe how far I fell
Contemplating suicide
Suffer through this hell

Self-destruction's calling me
I'm not holding up so well
I struggle to survive
Suffer through this hell

Can't change what I have done
I am just a shell, of who I once was
Can't change what I've become
Suffer through this hell

Broken dreams, my life's led astray
No hope left, I take it day by day
Can't stay calm when hate fills my veins
Born this way I'll never change
Tension builds I'm going downhill fast
Hate for the future, hate for the past
My life outlook stays negative
Can't go on with no reason to live
Born to lose I'll take it out on you
Because of the pain that I've been through
Forced to hate so I'm out for blood
Show no remorse for what I've done
Morally corrupt since day one
That's who I am, what I've become
The talking's over, there's no words left
Say your prayers, you're marked for death

Evil forced into my heart
The feeling tears my life apart
Can no longer restrain myself
Now you must embrace my hell
Have no mind left to save
I have to put you in the grave

 

 

Fight The Tide

 

When I wake up from my dreams

when I wake from an absent reality
I desire, nothing more

than to break the hands of time.

 

To bring me back, when my life was cold
when pain would cease, to tear me apart
made the mistake, of wanting to feel
something that was long forgotten.

 

Only to learn that it would bring
underlying fears of suffering
calloused past, what has become of me
my thoughts and dreams haunt my memory.

 

LIAR

 

Something that, should have been
but was torn out right from under me.
Human rights, how can I live
Why must I face this pain and agony?

 

As the sands of time run down,
can I pick myself up off-the-ground
can I keep my head above the tide
will I die if I’m left DROWNING

 

 

Us Versus Them

 

Deaf, Silent, authority's lie

that your voice is nothing so you fall into line

FAKE  FAKE  FAKE

 

So-called Leaders, pure misdirection
Our lives are blinded, by corporate greed
Money, has tainted, the minds of man
Life’s meaning, drawn in the sand

 

Time wastes away
History in vain

 

WASTE AWAY
 

Make a Stand
 

When you believe, your voice has no strength
you bury yourself, you've taken away
the power that lies, within your soul
to stand up against, the lies you've be told

 

Time wastes away
History in vain

 

WASTE AWAY
 

Deaf, Silent, authority's lie
 

Don't let a system of corruption thrive
on silencing your voice, you've been fed a lie
don't stand around and watch your brother's die

America was founded on our freedom of rights.

 

 

My Enemy

 

Belittle me, put down my beliefs

you have become, my enemy

you can only, push me so far
before I snap, before I react

 

Your time has run out
now you must learn that

 

the way you act, your lack of respect
gone nowhere fast, you'll fill with regret

 

my hatred builds, I hold it inside
you better pray, before it's too late

So hear me, mark my words

 

It won't last long and I’ll lose
all control, of my self
you think it’s ok
to gain from other’s pain
to live life like a game
I’ve had enough, you must pay.

 

Belittle me, put down my beliefs
you have become, my enemy

you can only, push me so far
before I snap, before I react

 

It didn’t have to come to this
you could have stopped when you had the chance
but we both know you're too weak
close-minded, just one of the sheep.

 

 

Buried In Sin


Boxed in this hopeless world

Something I despise
Trapped in a hopeless world

Burning in a sea of lies.
Imprisoned, my crime unknown

My fate yet to be seen
Tormented, my crime unknown

Just a victim of your endless greed.
Boxed in this hopeless world

Something I despise
Trapped in a hopeless world

Burning in a sea of lies.


Fall to my knees

Asking why happiness is an un-reached goal.
This world has left me beaten down

No redemption for my broken soul.
I react to the world I see, my decline begins.
So I brace myself and do what I can

to find comfort in this world of sin.

 

 

Drowning

 

No room for love in this heart of stone
No second chances with me
I'll go through life alone.
Every action I take, the result of hate
I show no mercy for you and now it's too late.
Dead end existence staring back at me
I cannot be content breathing life's disease.
Woke up to a life of nothing, pain is all I see.


It's too late.


I cannot take these surroundings
so now it's one more night of drowning.
Anger builds in my conscious mind
I can't explain the way I feel inside.


No room for love in this heart of stone
No second chances with me
I'll go through life alone.
Every action I take, the result of hate
I show no mercy for you and now it's too late.
Dead end existence staring back at me,
I cannot be content breathing life's disease.
Woke up to a life of nothing, pain is all I see.

 

 

Curse Of Life

 

Why must I walk this earth
I live this plague doomed at birth.
I shouldn't have survived my mother's womb
my body serves as my tomb.
Looking around me I can't describe in words
my wishful feelings

to have never gone through birth.

Curse of life, Wait for death
Praying for my last breath

Strangle my young body with that cord
No need for me to have been born
Gasping for air, waiting to die
my infantile body should never have gained life.


Curse of life, Wait for death
Praying for my last breath